Winking Vagina

July 7, 2010

Did I fall off of the face of the planet or what? …two months, almost, since my last entry! I have noticed that happens in a lot of panty seller’s blogs, though. Life must happen, sometimes!

I am going to blog about something other than my used panties here for a bit.

I will get the not-so-good news over with. I don’t see the bikinis and boyshorts page coming back in the same format it was once in. I mean, I am aware that I am a little nutty but…I don’t think that trying the same thing over and over again…is ever going to work. My web host told me that they have known about the website applications flaws for some time and that they are working to make it better. Whether or not that applies to the specific problem that I am having…or if there will be a charge for it to work as it already should once they are finished…I don’t know. I don’t know a lot, actually! It certainly keeps me on my toes, though!

I tried moving the page to this blog site, to no avail. I tried everything, really, except this option and learning how to draft my own web pages from scratch. Someone mentioned to me, ever so gently, that the gallery format does no justice to my photography and I have to agree with that! I have been reducing the image sizes in the past but I think that I will try…not doing that. They are taken at twice the published dimensions. I also have to fiddle around with the gallery layout, as there are (few) other options. What I have realized through this whole ordeal is much of what the web host offers is through over a decade old technology–pretty interesting for the top web host in the world! Anyhoo, yes, the g-strings and thongs page could end up the same.

Although I need more panties like a need a hole in my head, or site (HA!), I’ve acquired more thongs. It will be so delightful to be on the journey of adding those to my site! …never a dull moment here in LIYF Land, I tell ya! I am still going to add a new foot page…and more to my sets, now that I am settled down a bit.

The just-down-the-street move never happened. The day I had everything packed into trucks…the person that I was renting from had a problem with a girlfriend that was helping me move and, to make a long story short, he handed me back my money, essentially leaving me homeless (I found out later it is because my friend, a bartender, never puts up with his immature, demanding behavior in her bar–hehe. We call such people donkeys out here in Hawaii). Luckily, I was able to work something out with the manager for the house that I had just left so that I could stay for two weeks while he was repairing things for the new tenants.

So, I was thrusted very quickly out into the rental market and began looking at craigslist postings. The first place I went to visit was a little cabin on an exotic fruit orchard, and that is where I am typing from right now!!!

My landlord is a beautiful, brilliant woman…and I have never had such a sense of relief singing a lease agreement! Over 20 years ago she began creating the landscape on this property–far from a great deal of situations out here! Most people who do not originate here buy land/build houses to turn a profit. I have a profound respect and adoration for the amount of love put into this land.

Now, nothing is perfect. I am trying to adapt to roosters…and a little yip-yip doggy that wakes THEM up at 4:30 a.m. …but in a great sense I am thankful that the last situation did not work out.

Internet access is not an issue; I had a choice of five providers. The lighting is so great–weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I can nail anything to the walls! It is only MY stuff inside that I have to deal with. It is clean and there is no mold! Although her animals are a different story, my neighbor is actually a quiet person. OH, and my doggy, Oni, is in heaven! I have her trained on a wireless fencing system–no more large deck! She gets to roll around in grass, dive into leaf piles, and hunt for chicken eggs! Her coat is looking excellent and she just cannot stop smiling. I am one happy mommy.

It feels so nice to be surrounded by an environment that is not in a state of dis-ease.

It was actually a university class that enabled me to initiate these changes in my life–or inspired me to, rather. Since January I have been sitting in on…and indigenous epistemology lecture course. Now, I cannot really throw that term out there without explaining it, can I? Essentially, it focused on gaining knowledge through direct experience, rather than being told what truth is, and accepting it as that. There was great emphasis on the innate need we have to be a part of a social structure, and to be able to fill a niche within it according to our natural talents/inclinations. “Winking vaginas” is the term the Professor used to describe individuals within such a system…. Boy, I could go on and on with this! To summarize, it became very obvious that I was living a shallow, disconnected existence…and needed to be a winking vagina. Sorry, I don’t have any photos of one, that I am willing to share.

So, today I am going to a community garden to plant some bitter melon and bid a loving farewell to one of Hawaii’s most beloved elders, my now former Professor. These panties will smell sensational, as it is a balmy Hawaiian day.